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♥ Friday, April 4, 2008

The Picture Lost Its Shade
i think i shouldnt belong thr anymore.
change the URL baa.
from what you wrote,
you obviously love her.
youve said those words to her but
hardly to me.
im not jealous or anything.
i just think you should make things clear and just..
aye, for me to get the facts laa.
i dont want anything between us to go wrong.
what's more bcos of her.
yeaa, i can never change the fact that you love her,
but at least tell me how much i mean to you.
tell me,
how much i mean to you.
ehhh, i stop laa. canns?
but you cannot blame me.
aye, you think i want cut meh?
my mom acts like shit to me,
my dad doesnt give a hoot.
hiax, life sucks.
pissed off with me?
i cant do anything.
well, ill jst try my best and listen to you.
-if i can.
ily - as a sister.
;D

Listened to music @ 7:14 PM


maybe this wasnt suppose to happen after all.
it was a wishful thinking of my part,
or maybe,
i didnt even like you in th first place.
i just thought so.
enlighten me,
give me th best.
yeaa, it came back again.
Slashing The Wrist Of My Own,-
Emo All Over Again.

Listened to music @ 7:45 AM


tages replied! XDD
KCSH: go die laa. i cannot write for fun meh! there's no one laa. aiyoh.
slimshady: YO! :D
Jingshi: JINGSHII!! xD
Nickz: lols, thanks =]
to mummy:
now at least i know,
how much i mean to you,
you dont love me or care about me anymore.
yes, you dont bother about my life.
fine.
if you like it to be this way,
i shall go along with you.
i cant help it.
you started this mess first and now youre blaming me for it.
what kind of crap is this?
youre making me detest you.
why?
is this part of whatever motive you have?
and then finally,
you'll put me on aution and let someone take me away?
i begged you for it.
i needed it to do my homework.
i told you,
but you didnt care.
i called you,
but you just left the phone at th side and cont.ed
with your work.
you left me hanging, waiting,
desperatly wishing that youll speak.
what's gonna happen to me?
will i get expelled bcos of what you did?
by not letting me have it?
so i wouldnt be able to do my homework,
and finally,
there ill be.
expelled from school.
ill become a loafer then,
smelly, hated,
who would care about me anymore?
no one will.
ill stink, ill starve,
and ill die.
ohwell,
isnt that better?
i wouldnt have to live the life im living now.
ohh,
how nice that will be.
mummy,
i detest you.
:
you made this happen.
cant blame me.
you seem like a stranger to me.
stranger: i dont know you,
you dont know me.
that's th end of it.
since you dislike me,
i shant be your daughter,
and to me,
youre not my mom anymore.
im just sick of this kind of life.
i cant fight fate.
whatever happens, happens.
ill just live with th facts.
its over.

Listened to music @ 7:08 AM

♥ Thursday, April 3, 2008

YOU MUST COME TO CHURCH ON SUNDAY OR YOU WILL DIE!!
I MISS YOU SO MUCH! :D

Listened to music @ 6:56 AM

♥ Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Can I Do Anything To Stop You From Leaving?
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yeeeea?
and tag ;D
Fineee.
I miss you,
I miss your voice,
I miss your Lollipop,
I miss your everything,
:DDDD
today's been a tough day.
went to beloved Darwin Aquarium with BFFL to buy some stuff.
my dad ask me help him buy 2 more koi,
so yea,
i bought 2.
the uncle put in th plastic bag,
which i thought was kinda secure,(normally it would be)
but,
the plastic in which the fishes were inside broke.
and,
all the water came out.
i had to rush to 7 eleven to get a bag.
took the bus holding on
to the bloody helled plastic bag.
came home,
BFFL and I 'bullied' hamster.
hahaha.
then went BFFL's house for a while,
then went bedok inter.
______ called on th way laa.
note i use underscores cos less BFFL finds out and start bleahing.
talked to ______ for a while at Macs,
and then walk walk and then home sweet home.
yea, you cant see i cant be bothered to type anymore.
LOLS:DD
i dono whether you think of me,
but ill think of you always,
and always,
i cant wait for your call. ;D
ill feel high!

Listened to music @ 3:26 AM

♥ Sunday, March 30, 2008

Can You Not Go?
Ill Miss You A Lot,i duno how to carry on without you.
it was like so hard to wake up this morning.
cos i slept at around 3.30 am yesterday.
i started talking to Jasper at 11.30pm.
and then,
i dunno how,
talk for hours,
until 3.10am.
we talked about some stuff and someone's bloodyy attitude.
lols.
i was suppose to talk to kok loong also,
but cos 3 odd liao,
then i very tired.
lols ;D
my handphone bill bao already laa.
then 3.10 stop talking,
decided to sms.
so we sms for a while,
then i slept.
morning go watch movie,
Jasper called me when i was in the taxi,
on th way there.
yeaa,
hahaha.
hey, thank you so much,
i just want to let you know its hard for me to stay those words.
i might be able to see you again,
but i know its gonna be a long time.
like you said,
it might be 5 years.
ill miss those times we spent together.
but honestly,
what's gonna happen to me when you leave?
i duno.
i just hope youd stay.

Listened to music @ 1:45 AM

♥ Friday, March 28, 2008

now that this case is over,
i feel over the moon mans.
a heavy weight off my shoulder.
all this while, i still treat you as my best friend.
you ARE STILL my best friend.
love you always, ily.
;D
omgosh, i cant believe i feel fcuking happy.
haha. lols,
ty so much :}
youve been with me all this while.
talking with me on the phone at night,
although we didnt really talk much about that incident,
you made me smile.
thanks. :D

Listened to music @ 7:03 AM